Author: Tawny Lace ©2005
Web: www.PhoneSexSub.com
A story of discovery between two adults over the age of consent.
Looking back at it now, she couldn’t really blame him for pouting. After all, she had refused to Domme him because she was too focused on her own need to submit. As she packed her weekend bag, she giggled to herself, and shoved the brand new strap-on under her clothes. That would be best left a secret for now.
Checking her appearance in the mirror one last time, Tawny Lace smiled approvingly at the reflection. She hadn’t felt this happy, and as a result… healthy, in months. The anticipation of this weekend’s events was manifesting itself as many different butterflies in her tummy. The unsuspecting boy she was about to go meet was going to melt when he lays his eyes on her.
The drive up to the Lake was long and relaxing. They had planned to meet there on a Friday night, to start the weekend off with a mellow and private dinner. Although she didn’t need to be there for 5 more hours, Tawny drove with much determination. There was so much to prepare before the boy arrived! She enjoyed the wind in her hair and sang along to the various loud rock music that constantly rotated through the CD changer.
As she pulled up the long dirt road leading to the cabin, she drove slowly, observing the surroundings. It had been quite a few seasons since she had visited the camp with family. It had remained secluded, despite the increased population of the summer tourist trap village at the bottom of the mountain. She spied several fallen trees victimized by the brutal winters, and made mental note of their location in relation to the cabin.
Recent rain fall had made the earth soft, and Tawny made sure to drive through every single remaining puddle before parking her car. She removed her only piece of luggage from the car, and made her way hastily up the wrap around porch stairs. The cabin was exactly as she had remembered it. This would be the perfect place to practice with her new toy. She expected Jake to be shocked at first, but just knew that she would be fulfilling his deepest, most repressed fantasies.
As she moved through the cabin, removing any evidence of it being a family retreat, she remembered her last few secret meetings with Jake. Having just become comfortable with her role as a submissive, she remembers what a disappointing experience it was to find out that the boy she wanted to play with was himself, a submissive. Thinking back on it now, she supposed that this was sometimes a danger of being new to the lifestyle… so unaware still of your own inclinations that you can’t see others clearly enough to identify theirs.
Having a history of bantering, teasing, and flirting with each other for months, Jake and Tawny were both under the false impression that the other was dominant. Confidence and intelligence has a way of demanding respect, something that would suggest dominance to a newly aware lifestyler that didn’t know to look deeper.
She smiled as she remembered an online discussion they had after one of their secret meetings. The sex had been lukewarm at best, and since both of them were over- analytical, it wasn’t long before the conversation turned to figuring out why they had both crashed and burned during what should have been a passionate experience.
She knew that he had wanted her for months. He had finally come clean about his feelings toward her, and admitted that being with her would be a fantasy come true. Remembering this, an audible laugh escaped Tawny’s lips. What he didn’t tell her is that his fantasies always revolved around her controlling him, taking pleasure from him, and using him any way she saw fit.
Ironically, at that time, she felt the same way; wanting to please him, needing to provide him the pleasure he was so obviously not experiencing in life at that point.
She had to shake off the repulsion she felt towards her own lack of understanding at the time. They had been two submissives both waiting for one to take pleasure from the other. Sadly enough, once it was painfully apparent that this wasn’t going to happen, they made the mistake of going through the motions without really enjoying any of it. Hotter sex had happened between couples married for twenty years, she was sure.
It wasn’t until they had that online conversation, that things became all too clear.
Tawny: You kissed me with such passion, but it only went down hill from there. What happened?
Jake: Well, you knew I was a virgin, besides, it’s not like you seemed overly enthusiastic at all. What was up with that?
Tawny: I was waiting.
Jake: For?
Tawny: For you to take pleasure from me, to use my body for your pleasure, or at the very least, let me know how I could provide pleasure for you. I gotta admit, I forgot at first that you were a virgin.
Jake: I was waiting for the same thing.
Tawny: Which ‘thing’?
Jake: for you to use me for your pleasure… I always figured you would be more… in charge… taking what you needed from me. I figured since you didn’t that you must have just been… sorry you were there or something.
Tawny: Oooooh. Um. I think I know what happened. Tell me, how familiar are you with D/s?
Jake: D/s?
Tawny: LOL this could take a bit of explaining…. call me.
Jake: Oh sure, NOW you get all bossy.
Tawny: ::waiting for phone to ring::
Stretched out in the bubble bath she had drawn for herself, Tawny remembered the resulting phone call like it was yesterday. In all reality it was actually a year ago… had it really been that long? She soaked up the steam while remembering the conversation.
She didn’t even say hello when the phone finally rang that day.
Tawny: So you’ve never heard of Dominance and submission? Took ya long enough by the way, did you throw out my number after the other day or what? LOL
Jake: You’re on speed dial and you know it. ::frustrated sigh:: Dominance and submission? You mean like, leather and whips and stuff? Why? Is that what you’re into?
Tawny: Stop thinking so much. Honestly, Jake… for as much time as you spend on the Internet, I figured you would have surfed enough porn to have learned about D/s by now. I’m a submissive, I can’t believe you didn’t know that.
Jake: How would I know that? I’ve only been able to form sentences in your presence for the past couple of weeks or so! Besides, you’re one of the most domineering people I’ve ever met. You in no way, shape or form seem even slightly submissive. Must just be a sex thing, thus my lack of understanding.
Tawny: Ahhh, you mistake confidence for dominance. LOL Just because I’m …. opinionated and good at my job doesn’t mean that I can’t take pleasure in submission.
Aside: It’s important to note here that Tawny had been Jake’s boss for some time when they worked together at a retail store. She often used the fact that Jake was obviously smitten with her to her advantage, making him work hours nobody else wanted, doing menial tasks that she didn’t want to do, etc.
Jake: So… what where you expecting? I’ll be anything you want me to be, if you give me another chance.
Tawny: Ugh. I want you to be … confident, strong, demanding. Ya know, now that I think about it, I dunno if you’re capable. Wasn’t expecting a bondage and spanking session our first time, but damn… I figured you’d want to use my body for pleasure. I know you’ve thought about it for so long… just figured I’d feel the urgency there.
Jake: Bondage and spanking? Are you serious?
Tawny: Is that all you heard out of what I said? LOL
Jake: No, but it caught my attention! Heh. Why can’t you use my body for pleasure… take from me what you need?
Tawny: *blink* I can’t remember the last time I thought about what I need. I’ve become used to concentrating on pleasing others… that’s what excites me.
Jake: How do you know it wouldn’t excite you to be the one in charge for a change? Hmm?
Tawny: You’re such a smart ass.
Jake: And you’re avoiding the question. Does it make you that uncomfortable?
Tawny: Not uncomfortable, no. Just… I haven’t thought about it before. Why? What… in your wildest fantasy, do you see me doing while in “control”?
Jake: Nope. Not going there.
Tawny: Do you want me to hang up and forget about this all together, or would you like to grant me the pleasure of exploring this further? *snickers*
Jake: Don’t. Please.
Tawny: You started this. I’m going to finish it. This is what you wanted. Now… tell me. If you can’t be honest with me, then none of this matters. The way I see it, you have nothing to lose but any chance of getting that close to me again. Sooooo…. spill it!!
Jake: And I’m supposed to belive you’re sub? You seem pretty much in control to me.
Tawny: Tick tock, boy. Tell me! and… yes, I’m kinda having fun with you now, but hey, if it’s gonna make for a better experience next time… heh. Now, spill it!
Jake: Ok. Yes… I know about D/s, obviously have NO experience, just like everything else, BUT… that tone you use? when you correct me, or tell me to do something, you know, like just now? Well, it’s that tone I hear in my head at night when….. well… at night.
Tawny: LOL when you jerk off thinkin about me ya mean?
Jake whispers: yes
Tawny: why are you sooooo unable to admit it? Say it for me.. right now… tell me what you think about at night, and what you do… tell me!!!
Jake: I must be the weakest dude ever. Ok… fine, I’ll play. I lay in bed, eyes closed, seeing nothing but your face, watching your lips telling me to stroke just a little tighter… a little faster… and, I stroke my cock till I cum every single night like that for a year now… always with you telling me how, when and …. well. There. You happy now?
Tawny: Are your ears burning up bright red?
Jake: and my cheeks, yes
Tawny: LOL I used to love making your ears red in front of customers.
Jake: yet another scenario I jerk off to, thank you very much.
Tawny: Ooo I liked that… thank me for humiliating you again.
Jake: LOL what?
Tawny: Thank me for humiliating you in front of customers right fucking now or I’m hanging up.
Jake: Thank you for humiliating me in front of customers.
Tawny: Oooo I liked that, you didn’t even hesitate. You can take a breath now though LOL.
Jake: What are you doing to me? ::breathes heavily::
Tawny: Well, I was just having fun with you at first, playing Domme just for kicks cuz I figured why not, but you wanna know something? LOL when you said that just now, and didn’t even hesitate at all?? Damn… that was kinda hot, Jake! I bet you’re raging hard right now aren’t you?
Jake: Yes, dammit.
Tawny: You’re not touching are you?
Jake: uhhh. Well… I *was*… till you said it that way. Damn, even your voice… that tone, Tawny… that tone makes me want to just bow down in front of you and do whatever you’ll ask of me, just to see you smile and approve would make me lose it I think.
Tawny: Well, that’s better. Loosening up a bit I see. Now… back to that fantasy of yours with me in charge, I know that you don’t only think of me teasing you and telling you how to jerk off… what else is there in that lil mind of yours?
Jake: You sure you wanna hear it? I’m …
Tawny: Making me repeat myself at this point would be a bad thing for you… hurry up or I’ll lose interest.
Jake: Well, I saw a site once that had all these girls … the guys were tied up, most of them… and the girls were just smothering them… covering their mouths and noses with their ass… pussy… omg, Tawny… yes, I’ve thought many times about you doing that to me, not that I expected it, but yeah, I can *so* see how that would be fucking hot.
Tawny: Why?
Jake: Why what? having your pussy on my mouth, with no ability to move or use my hands? my only concern being to give you pleasure, with breathing being totally under your control? What’s NOT hot about that?
Tawny: And… what else?
Jake: huh?
Tawny: You kept asking me about anal sex the other day… why are you so preoccupied with my ass? I mean, you were a virgin, I would have thought you’d be all about the pussy… yanno, learn to walk before ya run and all that LOL
Jake: Oh… that. Uhh… well, in all honesty, I was kind of just seeing what you’d say… I really wasn’t focused on fucking your ass.
Tawny: Oh? Why all the anal talk then?
Jake: ughh. You’re doing this to me on purpose aren’t you?
Tawny: Yes. I want you to say it. Speak the words to me Jake. SAY IT.
Jake: Ok geez. (submissive MY ASS)… I’ve often wondered what it would feel like
Tawny: What WHAT would feel like? You’re hesitating, I’m losing interest.
Jake: What it would feel like to get fucked in the ass. There, I said it ok?
Tawny: Really? What? Strap-on play? Is that what you’re saying? You honestly want to take it up the ass???
Jake: You asked!! No… you demanded.
Tawny: I know… I just never thought you’d actually admit it. LOL I dunno Jake, that’s so far from where my head is at… I mean, I’m used to being the slut!! LOL
Jake: you’re laughing at me … i can’t believe you’re laughing at me
Tawny: Makes you throb more I bet huh?
Jake: Unbelievably so.
Tawny: lol ok… well, I gotta think about all this, you really threw me for a loop tonight… I’m kind of in shock here lol
Jake: well, remember, I have no idea what the fuck I’m talking about…. it’s just fantasy… and you did ask. I would honestly do anything to make you want to take pleasure from me, Tawny… even if that means being the dominant that you say you need. I have no idea how… but I’d learn… I need you.
Tawny: Ok, well… let’s not get crazy here, k? I need to think. Oh… and don’t jerk off anymore. Not till I figure out what I wanna do, ok? No wonder you were so… low on energy, let’s just call it. You’re a chronic masturbator! LOL
Jake: you’re laughing at me again
Tawny: You’re welcome heh… trust me, I know from personal experience what that does to a sub. Hugs, Jake, I’ll talk to you soon.
Jake: when?
Tawny: Don’t be so clingy! I’ll call you. You just try to behave, k?
Jake: K. G’night.
As if coming out of a daze, Tawny opened her eyes and was shocked to see that the sun had started to set. A light haze filled the bathroom, and her skin was covered in goose bumps. She smiled because she wasn’t sure if the reaction of her skin was due to the cooled off water of the bubble bath, or the anticipation of knowing that tonight’s adventure is a direct result of the phone conversation she had just run through in her mind like an old movie.
It had been over a year since she talked to Jake on the phone that night. Tawny had gone through a lot in that time, not short of exploring the feelings that controlling that conversation, (and that boy) had given her. In a way, contacting him this past week was almost like coming full circle after a long journey of self discovery herself.
Tonight would begin their exploration into the world of Female Domination. Jake would be her first, and her hope was that in expressing her new desires to him, he would understand that in a way, he was responsible for awakening a part of her that she didn’t even know existed.
She got dressed slowly and carefully. These new clothes felt so right. She sat in the den looking elegant waiting for the boy to arrive. Something told her that he wouldn’t dare to be late.
Due to recent events, this story’s conclusion will not be published. If you want to know what happened, I guess you’ll just have to call me, and thank Big Brother.
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well, well… people really do read this stuff huh? *giggles* I’ll have to see what I can do about writing up another chapter to this one… Thanks Victoria
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